I Slept With My Sister
I slept with my sister and am so much confused on what to do next. We did not really plan to have such illicit affair, but it accidentally happened. My sister is 18 years and gosh she is a beautiful girl. I mean a pretty black girl with long hair. I’m 21 years and love to do fun things. Please don’t judge me yet until you read the full story. So my sister lives with my mama, whiles am with my grandparents about 7 hours drive away.
I was the stubborn type whilst growing up in the city so at the age of 15 years my mama suggested I’d be brought to live with my grannies because I’ll be messed up in city. We have different fathers, but none of them seem to care. My mum never married and said my grandpa could be a father figure for me. At that time my sister was young.
We saw each other during long school holidays and admire her, but I never had any thought of having a love affair with my sister. I’m dating a strong Christian girl back here and she doesn’t want any love affairs. My sister is also dating her boyfriend who is much easy with life. One night when I came back to the city and we hit the club to have some drinks and dance the night away. It was the first time dancing with my sister and we became a bit intimate with our dance moves.
I couldn’t handle it no more and began to feel guilty that I was dancing that way with my sister so I left to do some thriller dance instead. In the process another guy came to dance with my little sister and I began to feel jealous. I got angry that my sister clubs and dances nasty with a stranger so I pulled her out of the club (after all I gotta protect my kid sister).
We got into our car (we brought along our mama’s car) and my sister was so pissed that I pulled her out of the club and it was embarrassing for her. She asked why I was behaving like a jealous boyfriend and in the heat of our argument we started kissing. It was 2am then and dark. I don’t know what man, I just don’t know. All I realized was that I slept with my sister.
We were also a little tipsy with the alcohol we took. Worse of all we didn’t use protection but I guess she is not pregnant because she safe by then. Now this is a secret between us for about 2 weeks now and I keep getting hunted. My sister says she wants to tell our mama about it and see a relationship counselor at her school, but I think it’s crazy. What’s the next move? I want to resolve this issue before I live the city. Please I need online counseling because I can’t stand face-to-face with a counselor and tell him/her I slept with my sister. It’s embarrassing.